I’ve got a co-op job interview at 11 AM tomorrow, so I probably should go to sleep soon. Not that I’d get the job – as cool as being an assistant researcher to a First Nations senior negotiator sounds – but having to relocate to some middle of nowhere town in the interior isn’t my idea of awesome. But then again, I really need to get out of this sheltered life. Plus, it’s not like the job offers are piling in from every direction, I might as well take whatever I can get when they come.
Summer. I guess I should have saw it coming, but so far these past four months have not been the most productive. What happened to jogging everyday? Learning that pissing lick from that song by Audioslave? Working less? Hanging out with friends more?
I got lazy as fuck. I never really got back any of the energy that I lost when I was busting my nut trying to get my papers in on time in April. I’ve got dragonboating still, but it seems as if I just don’t have the same git that I did last year. Maybe not hitting the gym during the off season really bit me in the ass.
The guitar… I don’t know. I’ve been in denial about it for years but it seems like I’m just starting to lose interest in it slowly. I want new shit, but I guess I’m trying to find inspiration and motivation through the wrong avenue. Maybe I need to jam more, or maybe I just need to pick up my acoustic and go from there. Maybe the whole electric guitar phase has gone.
Work tends to send me into guilt trips about not working as much as they want to, though with the million or so people that got hired recently I’m guessing they won’t press me for a more available schedule.
But at least I’ve got the Blink 182 concert to look forward to this week. I still can’t believe it, it’s been almost 4 years since they went on ‘haitus’ and now they’re back together. Hopefully it’ll make me happy. We’re talking about the reformation of childhood heroes here.
That’s all I’ve got for today. Toodles.