I think I’m officially starting to freak out.
It’s been over 8 months since graduation and I still haven’t landed on my feet yet, thanks to me being a part of other people’s shitty business ventures that haven’t exactly turned out well. First the go-nowhere internship late last year and now just recently my boss decided to cut her losses and retire early, leaving some people out of a job. I also got word that I probably won’t be getting into the school I applied for in the fall, so I may be looking at next year instead. That in itself is irritating because they had me upgrade my 11th grade math, and the first day of class they taught us how to add fractions and round numbers. I’ve told everyone that if I didn’t get into the program because they didn’t think I could do shit like that, then I’d be pissed. I guess it’s starting to look that way.
I had a break down yesterday thinking about this, because I don’t know what the hell to do now. I’m without a plan and for once in my life I have no clue what I’m supposed to do. Here’s to life and its twists and turns.