News for March 2014

I got asked this over the weekend

"Why are you doing this to yourself?"

This was in reference to my schedule these days, which has been dominated by mostly school work. I hadn't been out of the house very much since January. I haven't seen my friends very often since the semester started, my time was mostly thinking about school 50% of the time, working 25% and whatever was left was spent training for the marathon and dragonboat practices. It was 2 AM in the morning while I was studying for a final that I realized that these past 3 months I haven't been living like a normal human being. I wanted to pull a Dave Chappelle.

I didn't know what to say to him at the time. I guess when it comes to ambition, there's a level of psychosis and sacrifice involved that sometimes we don't understand.

'cause I wonder sometimes of a still verdictless life.

Posted: March 24th, 2014
Categories: Life, School
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Living in the grey

It’s a terrible feeling knowing that in the end, your feelings meant nothing at all.

What a waste. I need to start trusting my friends more.

Posted: March 11th, 2014
Categories: Late Night Blurbs, Life
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