I don’t want to study anymore

I miss that feeling of being in love.

The feeling that makes you do outrageous things, where you forget about being so self-conscious about yourself and act on passion alone. The one where I’m seeing her text pop up on my phone, and I try my best to keep it forever only to delete it because the inbox was full. Where I’d spend an hour proofreading a response before sending it back. Where I’m waiting hours for her to show up online and hoping she cares enough to strike up a conversation with me, and then trying desperately to keep that conversation going for as long as I could. That depressing feeling I get when that conversation would sometimes never happen.

It all makes me feel alive, the joy and pain that come with it. But where has it all gone?

 

Current Audio Orgasm: John Mayer – Edge of Desire

Posted: October 17th, 2010
Categories: Late Night Blurbs, Life
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Comment from Tiff - October 18, 2010 at 3:18 PM

Dude, you and I both. Except… Not a girl but a boy… I miss that feeling of everytime you see that person and your heart just goes wild… And you can feel your face just go flush red. Its annoying but also a feeling i love. Even watching what you say or what you do in front of them is something i missed… Then looking back and totally feel embarrassed cos of it. haha. Oh how i miss those.