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I think I’m officially starting to freak out.

It’s been over 8 months since graduation and I still haven’t landed on my feet yet, thanks to me being a part of other people’s shitty business ventures that haven’t exactly turned out well. First the go-nowhere internship late last year and now just recently my boss decided to cut her losses and retire early, leaving some people out of a job. I also got word that I probably won’t be getting into the school I applied for in the fall, so I may be looking at next year instead. That in itself is irritating because they had me upgrade my 11th grade math, and the first day of class they taught us how to add fractions and round numbers. I’ve told everyone that if I didn’t get into the program because they didn’t think I could do shit like that, then I’d be pissed. I guess it’s starting to look that way.

I had a break down yesterday thinking about this, because I don’t know what the hell to do now. I’m without a plan and for once in my life I have no clue what I’m supposed to do. Here’s to life and its twists and turns.

Posted: May 15th, 2012
Categories: Late Night Blurbs, Life
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Comments: 2 Comments.
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Comment from Jamie M. (@kerfuffleblog) - May 15, 2012 at 6:17 PM

Hey Matt,

I’ve been there before, so I know how you feel. I’m also stressed like mad at the moment and worried about my future (I think most people our age are, though). Anyway, try not to worry about waiting to hear from your school. I was originally wait-listed for my program until a spot opened up and I got in early. Hang in there. In the words of my favourite Beatle, George Harrison: “All things must pass.”

Comment from Matt - May 15, 2012 at 8:03 PM

Thanks Jamie. Most likely I’ll be wait listed so hopefully the same thing will happen to me and I’ll get in that way.