Feeling this

It’s 4:07 AM, and I have a presentation due in a couple of hours. I’m looking over the things that I’ve written down as part of my presentation notes and it’s clear to anyone educated in the area of global political economy that I have no clue what I’m talking about, nor is there any structure to any of the madness I’ve tried to articulate in what will potentially be a disastrous morning. To compound the problems that will be coming up in the next couple of days is the fact that I’ve got a paper due on Monday that so far makes no sense and a midterm on Wednesday for a class that I’ve so far slept through. I should be stressed out, acting completely neurotic and out of my mind right now.

But I’m not.

I’m happy. I can’t explain why, but let’s just say the little things in life, when added up make all my troubles go away. I don’t even care if I crash and burn this morning. My TA can suck it. I just want to enjoy what I’ve got, dream a little and hope things continue to go well.

I should probably go to bed now. I write crudely whenever I’m tired.

Posted: October 30th, 2009
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