Posts Tagged ‘love’

Late Nights

  • The most unfortunate thing about not being able to sleep is the loneliness that comes with being the only person still up at 3 in the morning.
  • Disappointed that I didn’t do quite as well as I had hoped in my stats class this summer. That was the class that I wanted to really focus in on this semester.
  • It feels a little weird knowing that it’s September and everyone’s in school except for me. Just give me my degree papers already.
  • I’m disappointed in the outcome, but besides the delivery of how I did it there were no regrets in expressing how I felt. I knew it had to be done soon or I risk letting my feelings simmer. It’s far worst to continually invest in someone emotionally over a long period of time without any closure than being told it’s not going to happen.
  • Having said that, it sucks. I think what’s bugging me about this is how much it hurts me more while it seems as if she’s still going about her life unaffected by this.
  • Give me a few days, I’ll be fine.
  • Sorry for such a downer of a blog post. It doesn’t happen often.
  • The Gaslight Anthem – Here’s Lookin’ At You, Kid
Posted: September 9th, 2011
Categories: Late Night Blurbs, Life, School
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Late night musings

Only because I think sleep is overrated these days:

  • I’ll be heading out to San Diego for Comic-Con in a couple of days. If you told me back in April that I’d be relatively stress free and content heading into next week, I wouldn’t have believed you. I’m excited that I’ll actually be able to enjoy this trip with a clear head rather than stressing out about something back home.
  • I don’t think anything I’ve done or will do this summer will top the half-marathon I did late last month. Once I collected myself and took it all in at the end, I felt like I could do anything. The only thing that sucked about the event? Pulling my calf muscle and being promptly wheel chaired away from the finish line. Hey, whatever it takes right?
  • League of Legends. Evil.
  • Am I really ready for another chase? I don’t want to experience another let down, I don’t want to be disappointed anymore and I just want things to work for once.

I don’t want to study anymore

I miss that feeling of being in love.

The feeling that makes you do outrageous things, where you forget about being so self-conscious about yourself and act on passion alone. The one where I’m seeing her text pop up on my phone, and I try my best to keep it forever only to delete it because the inbox was full. Where I’d spend an hour proofreading a response before sending it back. Where I’m waiting hours for her to show up online and hoping she cares enough to strike up a conversation with me, and then trying desperately to keep that conversation going for as long as I could. That depressing feeling I get when that conversation would sometimes never happen.

It all makes me feel alive, the joy and pain that come with it. But where has it all gone?

 

Current Audio Orgasm: John Mayer – Edge of Desire

Posted: October 17th, 2010
Categories: Late Night Blurbs, Life
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Coffee

From Digg.

Posted: March 26th, 2010
Categories: Randomness
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Alive

There’s something absolutely touching about being around people you’re comfortable around, to know that there are people out there that care and think about you. That’s what we all want, isn’t it?

These past three days I’ve been bombarded with texts, Facebook wall posts and surprises at every turn. Just today a friend brought in a cake and an entire room wished me a happy birthday. Honestly, does that happen to many people? I remember joking on twitter that Friday would mark the beginning of ‘the world wide celebration.’ While a celebration of that scope did not exist this weekend, it certainly felt like I was a king for those days I experienced the love and care of all the friends and acquaintances I’ve come to know these past few months, years and for some since we were mere kids hanging out on the playground during recess. I wish I could live in this moment forever, but unfortunately that’s not how life goes. But I have the pictures to relive and remind me of how absolutely blessed I am right now.

So to all those that took the time to wish me well this weekend, I thank you. You have no idea how much it means to me right now. I truly feel alive right now.

Posted: February 7th, 2010
Categories: Life
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